18 days, that's how long it has been since school has been over. Eighteen days. Eighteen long, boring, days that have been filled with absolutely nothing. Last Christmas break from school it wasn't so bad, but that was because my husband was home. Well, with him being deployed now things have been.... boring. And that's just saying it nicely.
Now, don't get me wrong, I am completely capable of going and doing things so that I am not as bored as I have been. But I just find myself wanting to be pouting, all alone, in the house. So, obviously that means that I have no room to complain, right? Yeah, I know and I agree. I shouldn't be complaining. Many people have it way worse and I know that. Plus, when school starts up again I won't be bored anymore.
It's just a rough patch, and I know that I can make it through.
Going home at the end of the week will help. I'll finally be around family and friends and not always by myself. I'm really looking forward to it.
I'm at the halfway point of this break. I can do this.
Once I come home from my "vaca" and school starts up again, it will already be the end of January and almost February. Meaning, another month down! Getting closer and closer to welcoming my husband home.
Just have to keep pushing for that moment.
But until then, I'm gonna go spend some more time on my couch doing nothing but being bored!
xoxoxox
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